Thursday, October 18, 2007

A Blog for the sake of Blogging

I should blog...I want to blog...but what should I blog about. Should I blog about life? Life is life. Nothing really exciting going on here. I know I have been blogging about trying to have a baby, nothing really new there. My body doesnt work, we finally think we figured out why, we are treating that, meaning I am taking all these confusing pills, some make me sick, some make me moody, some are just vitamins, hopefully it will pay off. I am at peace with it. I am annoyed at the emails I get from the teenagers who had a baby before they got married telling me how I just need to relax and just have sex all the time. Or how to tell when I am "ready!" Gee thanks know me, I'm so dumb and clueless I didnt know how it all worked. Ugh! I just smile/grimmace and nod. Its annoying. People are annoying. Not being pregnant is not stressing me out (yet) not ovulating is! No amount of "relaxing" is going to make my body magically start working! No amount of "setting the mood" and "having a little drink" is going to "fix me!" Anyway, I am digressing since I wasnt going to blog about that but venting is helpful. I am not stressed not matter how it seems. I know God's Plan and God's Timing is perfect and whatever happens is in His Will. I am good with that.

I get to host a Baby Shower this weekend (for one of the teenage moms) that should be fun. I'm actually looking forward to it, I love making party foods and decorating. And I plan to have a good time no matter how many times I get asked "When are you going to have a baby" or "Its your turn next" or such things.

My Dad's 50th birthday is this weekend so I plan to have my parents and little brother over for dinner. Not sure what I am fixing, I am thinking a Shepherd's Pie sounds pretty good, and a German Chocolate Cake. I am fibbing a little, telling them its from scratch when the cake is a mix...sshhh...the frosting will be scratch though and you cant tell the difference if you buy a good mix!

So thats life, whatever it may be. Fun stuff huh?

Friday, October 5, 2007

I was tagged by Crystal, so here is my desktop screenshot.

Please note: My desktop is a mess due in large part to computer guru hubby, I like to keep it neat, him...not so much. He has multiple machines of his own, whys he gotta mess with mine!?

I choose to tag....

And if you are reading this...YOU!!! :-)

Have fun!

Wednesday, October 3, 2007


Last night Klay convinced me to sit down and watch NCIS with him. Not a bad show, I semi-like it. And as everyone know, I am currently obsessed about this whole baby thing. Well last night we were watching the show and the plot quickly turns to a formerly pregnant woman who had died (the victim they found) so the whole plot turned to be about finding the baby. At this point Klay heard me sigh and glare at the tv, like it was the TV set's fault for my pain. Then they plot twists around and such that she was a surrogate and such and the comment comes out "She just wanted to have a baby" At this point I let out a huge sigh and Klay bursts out laughing. He says I am no longer allowed to watch any of his shows because apparently the fates (or whatever) are out to get me and he is tired of all shows, commercials, and everything else being about babies, as it seems to be when I am around. At least now I dont feel so crazy, I thought it was just me imagining things! Sometimes you just have to laugh about things...