Isaac is almost 17 months old and I still feel robbed of pregnancy. Last night at a family thing I could have cried...one girl is due next month and another is about 6 or 7 months. Then there were a few other moms (both girls already have kids) and they were talking about last stages of pregnancy, pre-labor signs, how long their kids were, how big they were, etc. And even though I am a fellow mom I could not participate in that convo at all. I felt so cheated. I too am a mom. I have a baby. I delivered said baby. But I am still not a part of that "club." Instead I am a member of an exclusive club that no one understands. I wanted to just run out of the room and cry, you'd think I'd be over it by now huh?